post NRC09' terrible feeling

I'm having the most unbearable stomach cramps ever.
I'm left with limited self-control before I go searching for the pink pills.

Once my period ends, I'm going to train on my running.
I mean it.
I must do it to improve myself and be competent as my other blacks rugby mates.
Urghh its so frustrating to not be so good.
Back to ground zero.

On a more personal scale;
those very few words left me thinking all night.